Friday, August 7, 2009

OWH!! DAMN!!! xD

GOSH2.. I AM SO LUCKY.. mskipun ptamnya aq mikir nih cewe gatel abis.. n aq ga bakal bisa bergaul ma tmn cowonya itu bwt bikin video d commtech, TRNYATA.. he's damn NICE.. HE'S HOT!!! xD
i dunno, dia dah ada gebetan sih..
cuma aq bner2 hepi.. i'm freakin' out ya knooooo.. :p
he's MY TYPE of BOY.. rock star.. bad boy look but nice inside.. pierces, muscle, sunglasses, and tattoos on him = god damn hot!! and his eyes r real brown!!! no contacts.. xP
dulu aq ga suka bgt ada org ngrokok d skitar q.. tp skrg, aq bahkan sampe ga mau mndi, bau rokok dia.. asoy abiisss.. :p rokok org ganteng man.. :p
gahahhahhaha.. :p
makan br2 ma dia = Fuckin' FUN.. talked about anythin' that can make we both laugh!! aahahahahaha..
i said to him that he's such a FREAK.. then he keep sayin' FREAK FREAK FREAK.. :p OMG OMG OMG..
don't wake me up from this dreaamm.. he drove home..pdhl dr college k condo dkt abiiizzz.. :p hahahahaha
he's my bf in the movie, i was damn happy! gahahhhaahhaa..
asoy asoy asoy asoy asoy asoy asoy asoy asoy asoy asoy.. xD
but i don't wanna dream..
aq ngefans abis ma diaaaaaaa...
(:

Thursday, August 6, 2009

My New Life




I started this new life on the 2nd of July 2009.. i moved to Malaysia and go to college..
I thought it'd be easy to have a long distance relationship.. but it is not.. i broke up with my ex 2 weeks after i moved.. it wasn't so hard to broke up with him, cos i found a boy, who's very innocent and kinda funny.. i called him "Panda Ndut".. everyday, everytime, we share every bit of our life.. just can't stop communicating.. till one day, my ex realize that i always chat with Panda.. fyi my ex is panda's best fren.. OMFG.. i'm so numbed.. damn! panda told me to make a gap with him.. i CAN'T do that.. i already gave my heart to him.. i won't stop chasing.. after that "accident".. panda really did make a gap between us.. i was so upset.. n now i'm DEPRESSED, FRUSTRATED.. it feels so empty, he never talked to me for 4 days.. seems like forever.. i kept forgetting things n daydreaming in class after he did this to me..
i miss him so much.. i dunno wat to do to contact him, he never reply my message, never online..
do ihave to chase after him or just give up..
unfortunately, he really is everything for me...



gimme back my panda..