I started this new life on the 2nd of July 2009.. i moved to Malaysia and go to college..
I thought it'd be easy to have a long distance relationship.. but it is not.. i broke up with my ex 2 weeks after i moved.. it wasn't so hard to broke up with him, cos i found a boy, who's very innocent and kinda funny.. i called him "Panda Ndut".. everyday, everytime, we share every bit of our life.. just can't stop communicating.. till one day, my ex realize that i always chat with Panda.. fyi my ex is panda's best fren.. OMFG.. i'm so numbed.. damn! panda told me to make a gap with him.. i CAN'T do that.. i already gave my heart to him.. i won't stop chasing.. after that "accident".. panda really did make a gap between us.. i was so upset.. n now i'm DEPRESSED, FRUSTRATED.. it feels so empty, he never talked to me for 4 days.. seems like forever.. i kept forgetting things n daydreaming in class after he did this to me..
i miss him so much.. i dunno wat to do to contact him, he never reply my message, never online..
do ihave to chase after him or just give up..
unfortunately, he really is everything for me...
I thought it'd be easy to have a long distance relationship.. but it is not.. i broke up with my ex 2 weeks after i moved.. it wasn't so hard to broke up with him, cos i found a boy, who's very innocent and kinda funny.. i called him "Panda Ndut".. everyday, everytime, we share every bit of our life.. just can't stop communicating.. till one day, my ex realize that i always chat with Panda.. fyi my ex is panda's best fren.. OMFG.. i'm so numbed.. damn! panda told me to make a gap with him.. i CAN'T do that.. i already gave my heart to him.. i won't stop chasing.. after that "accident".. panda really did make a gap between us.. i was so upset.. n now i'm DEPRESSED, FRUSTRATED.. it feels so empty, he never talked to me for 4 days.. seems like forever.. i kept forgetting things n daydreaming in class after he did this to me..
i miss him so much.. i dunno wat to do to contact him, he never reply my message, never online..
do ihave to chase after him or just give up..
unfortunately, he really is everything for me...
gimme back my panda..
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